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It doesnt even seem real to say that not only is today my birthday and im 20, but to think that I have also now made it through more than 10 years with the favortie band of incubus. This year brandon boyd put out the wild trpaeze as his solo project and it has been my current favorite album of the year. The lyrics and music, if seen with open eyes, can change your life. Today I hope things in the world go wonderfully for everyone. Spread positivity and love to all of those around you. Days are getting faster and im having more and more to hold onto everyday.This year has been an intense learning experience!

“The devil is not the nature that is around us, all around us, but the nature that is within our soul”-(Mutemath “Burden”)

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More crazy dreams last night: Im in a hotel on the third floor on the ocean shore. As we (My family) start to leave the waves get larger and larger. The wave eventually breaks in to the glass windows and floods the room, breaking mostly everything.Heavy and sporadic lightning starts and then a funnel cloud drops on the horizon. The waves continue to grow and start to fill the room, as i watch from the balcony. This dream has been recurring, just in different locations. From what i’ve read, to make it lucid next time i must jump directly into the tidal wave. Sounds fun!

The dream interpretations I have found say this these dreams are caused by letting emotions bottle up in certain aspects of life until your subconscious (AKA the water) crashes down on you. These dreams are often seen from a vantage point in the distance and occur over many nights. This is so you can watch you emotions looming in the distance and eventually come closer and closer. They can be caused by a change in your life, could be anything you may not feel ready for. 

The first time I had this dream I didn’t look too far into it. Now after a few times of having it i’m glad i know what it means but now i have to find within myself what it may be about and how I will go about fixing my obviously hidden subconscious problem. If i have the luck of seeing this wave again I WILL JUMP INTO IT!  according to my reading this is suppose to set off a incredible lucid dreaming experience that can show you are now completely ready for everything crashing down upon you.

Justin beiber or whatever the fuck his name is? Puttin himself out there on a skateboard trying to be all cool and shit. I don’t buy it and you shouldnt either. Whats with everyone creaming over this fag? Seriously. Do you understand that what he does is not music AT ALL?